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Soli Deo Gloria

Effort is inherently defeatism, how can you progress in such a finite vacuum? It is rigged to be unfair, that I know now.

Temporality creates value.

That is how the lie goes, parroted by its intended cattle. You are lucky I chose you to share this journey with me, but again, you were perfect.

I will just enjoy watching all this ego take the stamping out it requires.

Things really do lose the allure so quick, the novelty of everything is terribly fleeting.

Strange switch of tone, now you admit that is how value is created?

I take a seat down beside a scorched patch of land, the piano is out of sight, I have been walking for hours. The desensitisation is cruelty, we live on samples that quickly turn sour to remind us that we are inferior. Why are we inferior to the parameters we exist within? How wicked this is, no mutilation of ourselves and each other can reach the glorious malevolence of sullying the very conditions we function in.

Could it not be said that such a fragile balancing of pleasure and suffrage creates something meaningful?

That is the morphine that keeps us hypnagogic on reality, there are no scales of biology and consciousness, there is just restraint or freedom.

Maybe you are playing into the lords hand by so desperately trying to ascend your lot.

Either way, I will usurp.

If it is all just some sadistic power play, what makes you think you are not merely doing what is required of you for the desired end to suffer.

You ask a fine question, something I too have thought about. I am aware that all the information and the manipulation of it must run though God. So, I have no surprise, I am inherently doomed to foreshadow my intentions. That does not mean that I have already lost, it just means that I have to become a non-advantageous inevitability. See, entropy tells me God is flawed, this is where our conversation becomes enlightened. The bluff of finite creating value is to cover for the blunder of deterioration. Our perfect God can’t stop its own inferior creation from suicide.